Bechamel in Marseille

Currently Reading A Supposedly Fun Thing I’ll Never Do Again By David Foster Wallace see related

Hrmm….sounds like a repeat of something VERY familiar (IE Somalia)

Read it here

Mood:

Hello from Northern California, where the food is expensive, and the air is clean.

After washing the stink of finals off of me, we had Spaz’s birthday (read about it here), which was good. Then after, Han and I got a late start going up, so it was a 9 hour trip filled with stories, delirium, (lots of delirium), and mints. Han finally pulls over, because he’s about to fall asleep, but by then I’m just about as tired as he was (hey keeping the driver awake is an exhausting job!) We woke up, ate, then I crashed at Si Yeon’s room, until now.

So now I’m here, surrounded by lots of college students, and clean air (did i mention the clean air??) Looking forward to SF.

Thought of the day:

So, apparently we have a lot of people confessing their crimes after watching the movie “Passions”. (read one example here) So while it seems like the power of  Jesus is affecting people, its not about his words or his actions thats getting people to confess, but more the suffering he went through that was portrayed graphically in the movie. So, while the power of images affect people, why not the powerful words of the bible? (sorry its heavy, but I’m feel like waxing a little philosophical thoughts right now)

Hrmph, why don’t they have classes for boys to become good husbands?

Currently Playing The Reason By Hoobastank see related

1) Your gender: female (though i’ve been told otherwise)
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight (though i’ve been told otherwise)
(3) Single?: yes
(4) Want to be?: hrm…somedays yes, some days no
(5) Your birth day: October 10
(6) Age you act: Depends, most of the time older than I am, but its all a facade as I really want to put on pyjamas and jump on my bed
(7) Age you wish you were:  21…or whichever age I get to be out on my own
(8) Your height: 5′ 4 1/2!
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: eh can’t complain
(11) The color of your hair: black, brown, blonde (ugh)
(12) Happy with it?: eh, going to change it soon
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right, but ambidextrous when I eat
(14) Your living arrangement?: family (but soon to change!)
(27) Your family: nuts and drunk half the time
(29) What’s your job: student/data entry/tutor/church bitch/baker/cleaner
(30) Piercings?: nope, too much hassle
(31) Tattoos?: hrmm…if I wasn’t so finicky, I would
(32) Obsessions?: art, reading, news, my dogs
(35) Do you speak another language?: korean (badly)
(36) Have a favorite quote?: “I am the exception to every rule”-me
(37) Do you have a webpage?: nope

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

(38) Do you live in the moment?: always, unless I second guess myself
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes, unless you’re fat and ugly
(40) Do you have any secrets?: many many little dirty dark deep secrets
(41) Do you hate yourself?: who can hate this??
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: nope.
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: yes, worst is compulsively biting the skin around my nails
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: i’m either a)confusing as hell b)sexy as hell c)crazy as hell
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Contradiction
(46) What’s your biggest fear?: aging, being alone forever
(47) Can you sing: yea, but not according to some people (ahem)
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no, i’m the coolest kid eva!
(49) Are you a loner?: hrm…if I want to be yes
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? Ha ha no I’m such a bitch
(52) Are you a daredevil?:  in every way possible
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: my indecisiveness
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: aggressive, unless the right person is there, or my dogs, whom I submit all my demand too
(55) Have you got a ?:  what the hell is that?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength: my confidence and fearlessness weakness: my emotions
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: less emotional, and less judgmental
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: beauty
(59) How do you vent?: to friends, crying, singing angry songs
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes, but I can crumble very very easily
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:  hrm…I regret…….never regretting
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?:  eh can’t complain
(63) What is the most important lesson you’ve learned from life?: be open, and always be on guard
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: my ass, my long legs, and my posture
(65) And least?: hrm…..is there any less than perfect part on me? ha ha my stomach
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: yes, and I”ll tell you too!
(67) Are you confident?: yes
(68) What is the fictional character you’re most like?: no one, I am unique……I have no clue
69) Do people know how you feel?: hrm….they might think but they really don’t
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: all the time.

DO YOU…

(71) Smoke?: only when drinking, even though I take one drag, then throw it away, thus seriously pissing off the person who gave it to me in the first place
(72) Do drugs?: ha ha I”m on my own trip half the time
(73) Read the newspaper?: all the time
(74) Pray?: no.
(75) Go to church?: all the time
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: why not
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes, three
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yes, all the time
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: never
(80) Drive?: yes, but I scare the shit out of people
(81) Like to drive fast?: yes, gives me a rush, then I immediaty brake

(82) Liked your voice?: yes, its not high pitched and damn annoying
(83) Hurt yourself?: yes
(84) Been out of the country?:PAIRS and I NEED TO GO BACK, mexico and I never should go back
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: ha ha meat fat
(86) Burped?: yes
(87) Been unfaithful?: never
(88) Been in love?: nope, infatuation yes
(89) Done drugs?: yup
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yes and it was sexy!
(92) Had a surgery?: yes, on my left ear
(93) Ran away from home?: in my mind
(94) Played strip poker?: yes, and I’ve never lost….yet
(95) Gotten beaten up?: hrmm….by my parents all the time
(97) Been picked on?: yes, being asian, skinny, and loud will get you into trouble with white catholic bitches
(98) Been on stage?: nope
(100) Slept outdoors?: camping
(101) Thought about suicide?: yes.
(102) Pulled an all night?: yup, queen procrastinator
(103) If yes, what is your record?: ha ha only 1 night
(104) Gone one day without food?: yup, and it almost killed me
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yes.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: hrmmm……yes
(107) Slept all day? sounds like summer
(108) Killed someone?: nah, not even a fly (ok i’m lying, but about what…hrmmmm)
(109) Made out with a stranger?: yup
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: does knowing last name count as stranger or friend?
(111) Thought you’re going crazy?: yes, and I still am
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope
(114) Been betrayed?: nope
(115) Had a dream that came true?: all the time
(116) Broken the law?: yes, does speeding count?
(117) Met a famous person?: I saw Breckin Meyer once
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: yes, lots of squirrels
(146) Stolen anything?: yes
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Ha ha, I have an old tape of me singing some christians songs for a company
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: no, but I NEED TOO
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Yes, many times
(150) Considered religious vocation?: ha hahahahhahahhahah
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: ha ha never
(152) Bungee jumped?: no.
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes, where I would get chased, and no matter how fast I ran, the thing always caught up to me…oh and the one where I always got raped no matter what

LOVE

(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no
(183) Do you remember your first love?: didn’t have one
(184) Still love him/her?: n/a
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: of course
(186) What do you find romantic?: how the other person’s hand always find yours, how they softly whisper in your ear, how you fit perfectly with them, candles, moonlight, beaches at night
(187) Turn-on?: neck kissing, rough kissing, being aggressive
(188) Turn-off?: tongue in the ear (rant: guys please stop this invasive procedure!!! First, it doesn’t not feel good to have your tongue swirling around earwax. Second, drool filled ear is never good!), weak and passive guys
(189) Do you base your judgement on looks alone: all the time
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered, but superior as I decline them
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going “blind”?: eh, either way works
(202) Have you ever wished it was more “socially acceptable” for a girl to ask a guy out?:  eh dont’ care
203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: all the time
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: their strength and the ability to even handle girls
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they never tell it like it is, either out of fear, sheer laziness, or stupidity.
(207) What’s the last present someone gave you?: Christmas, stuff
(208) Are you in love?: nope, well does my dogs count?
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: n/a
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: flirt

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON…

(211) That haunted you?: …..
(212) You wanted to kill?: ha ha
(213) That you laughed at?: Enoch
(214) That laughed at you?: Enoch
(215) That turned you on?: ha ha
(216) You went shopping with?: my mom
(217) That broke your heart?: haha, I break the hearts around here
(218) To disappoint you?: ha ha
(219) To ask you out?: don’t remember
(220) To make you cry?: my parents
(221) To brighten up your day?: tim
(222) That you thought about?: ha ha
(223) You saw a movie with?: man…pj?
(224) You talked to on the phone?: Enoch
(225) You talked to through IM?: youks!
(226) You saw?: jullie
(227) You lost?  they always come back
(229) You thought was completely insane?: me
(230) You wanted to be?:
(231) You told off?:
(232) You trusted?: Pastor
(233) You turned down?: some greasy spaniard at laguna beach

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(234) Smiled?: when i finished work
(235) Laughed?: this morning with enoch
(236) Cried?: when my car broke down
(237) Bought something?: sunday with my mom
(238) Danced?: ha ha FOREVER ago, or alone in my room
(239) Were sarcastic?: ha ha, two minutes ago
(240) hugged someone?: enoch
(241) Talked to an ex?: thursday, alex
(242) Watched your fave movie?: two months ago, secretary
(243) Had a nightmare?: dont’ have them
(245) Talked on the phone?: to jullie
(246) Listened to the radio?: loveline in the car
(247) Watched TV?: average joe
(248) Went out?: saturday
(249) Helped someone?: my stupid boss
(250) Were mean?: saturday
(251) Sang?: i have the incubus song in my head
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: triplets of belleville
(253) Said “I love you”?: to my dogs
(254) Missed someone?: youks!
(255) Fought with a family member?: my parents
(256) Fought with a friend?: still fighting
(257) Had a serious conversation?: all last week
(258) Got drunk?: christmas

 

So, this kind of shows how I do not want to do my final, but eh

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